i realise army really really saves alot of money.

why. i mean, everything is pretty manual. Take for e.g., washing of vehicle. why can't they just install like a machine or sth, u know, those in petrol stations, that cleans the vehicle while u just drive thru it. why must u scrub and scrub and scrub, and in the end we have to clean up the drain cos all the mud from the vehicle clogged it up. why?

i mean, they can spend $5000 to give all the matador gunners a one-use matador to fire. and yah, i know that moment of firing is shiok, bt that 5k can be transferred to installing an air-con or a TV in all our bunks, or washing our blankets more often other than once every 6 months.

why cant army give us more WELFARE.

isit cos of the report sick rate or sth. all the sponsored medical bills. all the chao keng ppl hu visits the medical officer thrice a week......i dunnooooooo..

anyway, this wk was a hell week. im realli happy it ended. live firing started on sunday morning and ended monday morn. reached back camp at 7am in the morning. was hell tiring..

field camp frm tue-thu was soaking wet. and a hundred mosquito bites all over my body. and yah, i boycotted combat rations again. ate raw maggi instead. all these made me realise bunk is heaven.

i sometimes wonder why the mono ppl are so good at reporting sick than us, really. the hwachong rj guys nvr do tt even tho we want to. why? are we worried abt our impression or sth. i dunno. i mean, there's this mono guy who jab himself, losing tons of blood and reported sick cos he felt dizzy. some didn't even have to do this kind of shit to themselves to get themselves out of hell.

worst thing is, most of the mono guys just laugh and smile at them.

wad abt those that went thru hell, what reward do we get?