Just spent 10 hours shopping for clothes at 313 with jeremy. Haha. Felt like leaving really really badly but ahh what the heck what am I going to do at home anyway. Might as well stay around, chat and catch up abit. But I looked at like a thousand clothes already, the feeling, it's like packing fun pack. Kinda brain fried haha. Maybe shopping for clothes just isn't the thing for me.

But in the end he didn't buy anything anyway. 5 levels of clothing shops and he came out of all of it with nothing.

But it was a great day, really. Realised my best times are spent with these guys haha. Guojun, zhonghong and jeremy. Zh's going brunei tmr, whoohoo, part of his OCS training. Won't be back for another nine days, haha. But that's still nothing compared to my what, 3 weeks of wallaby in october. Gj's bike course is over, which means he has to stay in, too bad. :P Jeremy is still limping and spends his days at SISPEC sweeping the floor, and can stay out everyday. Life's good for him haha. And it's all thanks to his sergeant major, who is so smart to tell him to continue walking even though he already fractured his leg during field camp.

Guess everyone's leading a variety of lives right now. Haha. I won't say mine is too bad lah. Not the best (When i say best, i mean the slackest), but I think I can learn things from it, and after 2 years i would leave the camp with something.

But somehow ever since I came into army my love for the country is still the same. i mean, i hav nt gotten more patriotic, and if SG ever gets attacked or sth, Im still unsure if I would fight or simply hide behind a tree or run away.This kind of patriotism thing should come by naturally. But somehow it still doesn't work on me. And im pretty sure it doesn't work on alot alot of ppl too.

ive read an essay about patriotism back in JC. Lots and lots of politically correct answers like what, Singapore is my home and this is where I belong, or we owe Singapore too much and gotta pay back our "debts", or even the usual argument: It is our moral obligation and duty to protect our coutnry. But seriously, these reasonings just don't connect well with me seriously.

Conclusion? I think the government nids to do something about this. And it wun work just be forcing facts into our head really.

Anyway, this week has been a great great great week. I think. I finally passed my SOC. haha. 9.48 or sth like that. I am so so so so happy. Cos everytime i book in i would be like, wtf, there's SOC this week. It affects me perhaps more because somehow i always sustain injuries more frequently than others. Crushed my feet during low wall, and fall into the constatina wire, rope burns...Guess wun have all these anymore, until my next year of course.

NDP was normal loh. Some guy the size of a bull forced his way out of a restricted exit. Tried to stop him. Can't. I think this kind of ppl is realli realli damn bastard la seriously. Why can't he think abt whats going to happen if other people do the same thing as him. onli nid to wok 50m more only what. Should have taken a picture of him or sth. Seriously, i feel like kicking his ass.

AND DESPICABLE ME ROCKS. I LOVE THE MINIONS. haha

A long post. I should go off now haha.